Inspired by my dear friend Amber-Rose-Blossoms whom openly share about her faith, I wanted share something from my personal life.
I reached a point this summer where my relationship to God was barely alive. Like a lamp that still works, but the light it gives isn’t even worth calling a light.
It left me feeling empty.
I spent the last months trying to get that light back. Which was both simple yet very difficult.
Have you ever had a friend you lost contact with, and now that you want to start talking again the thought of picking up the phone or sending a text makes you nervous and scared? Even though you know you don’t have to be? It was exactly like that.
I still tried.
I prayed. I read the bible. I had good moments, but they all felt like just that, moments that would soon be over. I held on to the hope that it would be like this forever though. It couldn’t last forever.
It didn’t.
As many times before, God reached my heart through a song. The song is happy and light in it’s music, but the lyrics hit me right where I needed it to.
I added what has to be my favourite part of the song, because it might as well have been me that wrote it:
Rain - Kings Kaleidoscope
In the middle of the pouring rain
I will call your name
When your soul sways
On and off and on again
You'll change your mind
But still be mine
We're intertwined
I am always by you
I am enough, always enough
You are enough, precious and loved
Morning will come, sure as the Son
I am enough, you are enough
I hope, no matter where you are in life right now, you too will find the peace only Jesus can give you. God bless you, wherever you are!